The Dream Came to Reality!

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It’s been over a year since I graduated with my Bachelor’s degree in Agriculture from AFU, Rampur (7th batch). Time has passed, but I still feel stuck—caught between two worlds. One part of me wants to stay in Nepal, close to my family, especially when I see the tears in my mom’s eyes. And the other part? It whispers about the future—the fully funded opportunity waiting for me in the USA, the career I’ve dreamed about for so long.

It’s not an easy choice.
My heart aches thinking about leaving home. I know my family has always been there for me. They’ve been my strength, especially when I didn’t have many friends to lean on. Without them, I don’t think I would’ve made it through some of the hardest days.

This journey… it hasn’t been smooth. There were moments I felt completely lost, mentally drained, and hopeless. Yet somehow, I kept moving. I still don’t know how I found the energy to email nearly 2,000 professors after spending exhausting days in a hot biotech lab during the summer. But I did. And now I see—I’m stronger than I thought. I can survive and adapt, even in the toughest situations.

I’ve learned something else, too: pain teaches you more than success ever can. Failing, falling apart, doubting myself—those moments hit differently when you’ve always tried your best. But maybe that’s what makes the journey meaningful.

Even with all the ups and downs, I’m grateful. Every bit of it mattered. Every breakdown, every moment of silence, every tear and tiny win—they made me who I am today.

Thank you, God—for walking with me through it all. I don’t know what I’ll decide tomorrow, but today… I just want to say I’m proud of how far I’ve come.





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